She Alpha (Chapter 1 – Donβt Have The Balls To Do It All The Way?) FREE READING ππβ€ππ

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When your mate rejects you… βI said stop talking back! Youβre not even a fucking Omega to stand before me! Youβre only a fucking human! The only thing keeping you alive is that intelligent brain of yours! I canβt stand you in any fucking way and Iβm forced to see you all day long as my fucking secretary and advisor! I hated you since the moment youβve been brought in our pack as a fucking human child slave! And that fucking slave HAD to become my personal everything because of her brains! To be cursed with seeing AND tolerating you every fucking day since the day I became a fucking Alpha! AND YOU ALWAYS DARE TO TALK BACK TO ME! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, YOU BITCH?!β The last angry yelling sentences, he emanates them at me in his Alpha tone of voice, a tone of voice that kneels down an entire pack, and not only. I throw my chin at him in further disobedience with a mocking smile. |
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Billionaire Romance, curvy girl romance, mafia romance, werewolves romance, dark mafia romance, possessive alpha males, contemporary romance, enemies to lovers, romantic comedy, action, comedy, suspense, mystery, thriller, witches, demons, angels, supernatural, with a HEA. |
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*This book contains language and mature themes. Suitable for +18 audience because of that. |
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She Alpha, by Andra-Cristiana Stan, Romania. Copyright Β© May 2022. All Rights Reserved No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic or mechanical, including photocopying, recording or by any information storage and retrieval system without the written permission of the author. This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are products of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. |
Chapter 1 – Don’t Have The Balls To Do It All The Way?
Aisha
βI said stop talking back! Youβre not even a fucking Omega to stand before me! Youβre only a fucking human! The only thing keeping you alive is that intelligent brain of yours! I canβt stand you in any fucking way and Iβm forced to see you all day long as my fucking secretary and advisor! I hated you since the moment youβve been brought in our pack as a fucking human child slave! And that fucking slave HAD to become my personal everything because of her brains! To be cursed with seeing AND tolerating you every fucking day since the day I became a fucking Alpha! AND YOU ALWAYS DARE TO TALK BACK TO ME! WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE, YOU BITCH?!β The last angry yelling sentences, he emanates them at me in his Alpha tone of voice, a tone of voice that kneels down an entire pack, and not only.
I donβt, though. I just fucking stare at him in the eye with my not obedient bitch status, and a smirk curbs my lips. Iβm standing straight, with my chin up, well planted in my lack of fear or anything before him, dressed in a black suit of pants larger than my figure. Iβm curvy at origins, yes. Who the fuck cares, though? Ha-ha!
When heβs started yelling all that at me, he jumped on his feet from his chair in his outrage of talking back at him, first time doing it and saying it like that to me. No, I do have his hate and arrogance all the time since ever, but itβs the first time heβs wording it out loud and in this attitude over me. Like in a fucking direct challenge and ultimatum of tolerance on me.
His dark blue eyes are on his Alpha fire at me, and from the βAND YOU ALWAYS DAREβ to βYOU BITCH?!β, heβs strolled in rage till my spot to look down at me with his heaving chest, as heβs a big bull in frame and height. A hot big bull, donβt get me wrong.
Weβre in a war of stares, and weβre breathing in heaviness against each other, like a fucking Alpha competition. An Alpha competition between the real Alpha beast and the mere, pathetic, enslaved human. The last one would be meβ¦. MUHAHAHA! Oh yes, I do have the balls for itβ¦. I donβt give a fuck, soβ¦. Yeah.
Because of my constant staring into his eyes in the same war and belligerence heβs serving me with, Daren Vicaro, 26, Alpha of the Rishka Blood Moon pack, billionaire in many industries worldwide, the idol βhumanβ and βwerewolfβ of millions of women hearts around the globe, a total player and fucker when it comes to women, is flaring under his nostrils and raises his right hand in the air at me in the want to slap me to put me at my place.
He’s dressed in a custom made, expensive black suit, with a silver-grey cashmere shirt open at first three buttons revealing his impressive muscular V, and some black leather shoes. His wavy, dark honey, rebel but neat hair is trembling in his madness against me, with a stare into my eyes that would kill me on the spot. And yes, heβs in his Alpha right now, with those bloody, glowing eyes.
You fucking piece of shitβ¦. What are you waiting for, huh? Donβt have the balls to do it all the way? Thatβs a first alright. Never heard of him becoming violent towards women. Iβd be the first one heβs doing this to. His fucking hate against me has no fucking limits indeed. But I really donβt understand WHY heβs so against me. Iβve been the fucking tortured one all my fucking life, the fucking Cinderella in all, bullied by every single member of the pack and not only, and all the drama and tragedy of my life. I should be the one enraged to that level, and not you, fucker. Youβre the Royal Prince, having everything and beyond your wants and needs, all your life and till the rest of your life. But youβre bugged with the pathetic human, who has helped you push to higher peaks the Vicaro Corporation empire not only here in New York but internationally as well. From a multi-billion-dollar Rishka Blood Moon pack, my pathetic human brains helped transform it into unlimited billions. And Iβm fucking older than you, fucker, by TWO FUCKING YEARS! YOU DARE SPEAK TO ME LIKE THAT?! AND YOU WANT TO BECOME VIOLENT ON ME!? WHEN I DONβT GET A FUCKING DIME FROM ALL THOSE FUCKING MONEY I ASSIST THE PACK AND COMPANY TO MAKE?! HUH?!
My heart is practicing blood sports, and my blood is boiling a destructive fire down my veins. However, I keep my calm. Just my stare and stand before him are of a lion ready to confront the beast further.
My hands shove themselves in the pockets of my pants, straightening my posture with my chest out, ready for the powerful slap I might receive, because heβs a heavy motherfucker, and being in his fucking Alpha now, thatβs aβ¦more than a heavy motherfuckerβs slap on me.
Yet, his hand is still in the air, and his eyes pinned in confrontation with mine.
I throw my chin at him in further disobedience with a mocking smile.
βSlap me, Alpha. What are you still waiting for? For me to finally lower my head before you to avoid it and keep my slave status and life at least? That wonβt happen. Iβm kind of tired myself, and I really donβt give a fuck if I die or not. I really donβt have what to live for anyways. Iβm an orphan with just the fuckers and bitches pack Iβve been taken by when I was eight. I donβt give a single shit on any of you. So, slap me or do whatever you want to me. Come on. Letβs get it over with. Iβm tired of sleeping in the same mansion with you. Iβm tired of not having a life of my own. Iβm tired of not having a salary of my own. Iβm tired of living a life of slavery and exhaustion for the last 20 years for others who really donβt deserve my sacrifices and energy. I have the same hate towards you all. Youβre the Alpha for the last seven years. You make the call to end this. Itβs not your father the one calling the shots anymore. Youβre a full balls fucker now. Slap me, kill me, do whatever you want. No one will miss my pathetic human life anyways.β
I wink with a broad smile of satisfaction because at last, the moment has come to finally curse them back and freely speak. My balls are in a full state as well. Iβm a big balls bitch as well. When you donβt give a fuck anymore, you just donβt. What happens, happens, sayonara and all that.
Iβm still in the lock of lunatic stares with him, yet I see with the corner of my eye how he balls his hand in the air in a hard squeeze, trembling his fist in the air, that he either canβt do it, or heβs trying to control his fucking reaction. As I said, he has never reacted like this before any woman, human or not. But, as always, Iβm the luckiest woman on this earth, right? I get only firsts! Ha-ha! Ohβ¦.
His eyes are wide at my words, sparking fires within fires into mine, and heβs clenching his jawline at twitching point, with such a ragged breathing. He so LOVES me, man! Ha-ha! Well, hates me, but anywaysβ¦.
No, heβs single. Heβs yet to find his fucking mate and Luna. Yeah, thatβs my only satisfaction in life, as in that particular area of his life, he seems kind of cursed in not having found her so farβ¦. MUHAHAHA! Anyhowβ¦. One win, life has given it to me over them. Ha-ha!
βSTOP PROVOKING ME, ASHIA! IβM AT MY LIMIT WITH YOU!β Heβs in a mad man grimace, true to his words.
Who the fuck cares, man? Who gives a fuck on your limits or that you get provoked when I was just telling you to cut off the Saranof pack from your investment partnerships, huh? Theyβre betraying you, and you keep siding with their Alpha because you are besties. Youβre not accepting your bro friend is fucking your money, though Iβve brought proof before you. And you take it all on me instead of having this rage on fucking Lucas, as heβs the one deserving of such an attitude from you, not me.
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Don’t tell me HE is the male lead girl! I already hate his guts! But you got me hooked. She’s awesome!π
Ha-ha! Yeah, baby. He’s the male lead. Yes, when I started writing this story, I was shocked too of how this particular male lead character reacts for the beginning of a story of mine. He’s first to act like this towards a female lead of mine. Well, David from “Shooting a Hot Billionaire” had a bad reaction as well, yet not quite like Daren over here, lol! But the story is some twisted one, and there are some things being revealed about why his strong negative reactions towards Ashia. *wink*. Glad you’re hooked on this story as well! I always love your emails feedback on how you enjoy the stories! And I was telling you the other day I’m about to post a new book on werewolves. This is the one. Ha-ha! Love you, babe! *hearts* (I’m on my laptop, so I don’t use emoticons here as it’s a hustle opening the damn emoticon panel on here and use it, lol!) Love you!
I’ve read the second chapter just now! WHERE’S NEXT ONE!!!! I DON’T HATE HIM ANYMORE! I WANT NEXT CHAPTER! NOW!π₯΅π π I left a comment on the second ch too. Of course I love and enjoy ALL your stories girl! It’s my drug! You’re my obsession in life! I usually can’t stop from reading chapter after chapter and take time to leave a comment here. I jump immediately to email when I finish to tell you all about it and how amazing they are! You really are such a gifted writer! I can’t even breathe till I don’t consume all available chapters! You’re guilty of my sleepless nights and all free time invested in your stories!ππππββοΈπ₯΅ π Which I love! Since meeting your stories and the person behind them, my life has changed for the better! I more happy now! And all your life lessons given in each story of yours are deep and enlightening. Thank you for your hard work and for all you do for us! I would pay even 100 dollars per month to enjoy your content girl! That amazing you are for one’s life! Hope you’re better with health. You worry me…π
Ha-ha! It’s coming soon! I replied to your comment there as well. Aww! Thank you so much for your words! You make me so happy like all of you! I’m glad you guys love them so much and I can make your lives a bit better through my stories! Don’t worry if you can’t always comment as we always talk via email. I’m a bit better with health, thank you, baby. Exhausted still, but the severe dizziness, luckily, has been diminishing, which is great as I’m able to breathe a tad from that. I’m on fucking vitamins to recover a bit, bloating me so damn much and retaining water in my system, but hey, we can’t have it all. I give priority to health on the important stages and not on physical appearance, ha-ha! I’m yet to work on books on the website to make their linking chapters and such, progressed with two more books, but I had to pause that for a bit to prioritize writing as if I don’t write what comes to my mind, as I told you, I get fucking headaches and a haunting to my brains that becomes a tad painful! Ha-ha! So, there are still books not done on that yet, but I’ll soon resume that process as well for a better navigation for you guys. But till then, my apologies for failing on processing all that fast as I’ve promised in the collective post on the Announcements section. Love you, baby! *hearts, kisses, hug*
I’ve just read 3rd chapter! Thank you! I need next one! I commented on it! I’m feeling Daren and get his point of view, but I’m so curious on why his actual rejection when the mate bond is always a strong one and he admits there hasn’t been another love interest on his part. You’ve inserted such clues with ghost and the past getting me obsessed on knowing more from the past leading to the present moment situation, and how things are going to progress between them. I’m sure I’m gonna go crazy as always for the main couple!ππββοΈπ And bebe, that Lucas is fishy as fuck! How on earth have they become besties when they collided in the past???? But I’m sure Daren is not a stupid one. No, I need next chapter quick! It’s itching my brains to know! I’m already making scenarios, but I always fail to fully guess the next scene! It’s always surprising and that’s why I’m itching to know! I can’t be sure of what it will actually be! I’m happy you’re feeling better, bebe…. Please take care of yourself and take it easy. There’s no problem with the delay on linking the chapters on the rest of the novels. Your content is amazing and we can easily find the way to consume it without problems! Thank you for trying to give us a better experience in not going through the root of the category pages, but there’s no rush for you. Take your time. You’ve worked a lot on everything that I sometimes wonder when you find the time to even write further on the novels! Yet you always update, on a daily basis, for us. We’re blessed with how hard working you are for us, but please don’t exhaust yourself. We understand that you sometimes need a break too. And I strongly recommend you do. Since January until now, you’ve put a lot of effort, tremendous one on the website, daily. I CRAVE for next updates on the novels, but if you need a break we will all understand. We need you forever not for a while bebe!πππ₯°π
π₯° π₯° π₯° β€ β€ β€ Ha-ha! Yeah…. The clues…. Well, you shall be surprised again, I guess. Ha-ha! But you picked up on them well. *wink* I don’t know as of yet about that Lucas, haven’t written more on scenes including him. Just first and third chapters have him as a cameo something. I don’t even know how he looks like or his story in this story…. MUHAHAHA! But yes, he’s fishy and Ashia doesn’t like him at all because of obvious reasons from the first chapter. The cover of this book I did it a year ago or so, having another story in mind for it. However, it was only in my head and I did only the cover for it without jotting down the actual first content on it as I had receiving in my brains back then. And because I was flooded with other stories for the other novels, I put this one on standby and prioritized those on which I actually wrote like crazy. I never had a pause on not writing on one of my books. I usually make the cover after the first chapters written down. Ha-ha! Anyways, this book didn’t haunt my brains to write it, it just puffed from my brains, till three days ago when I received before my mind’s eyes the cover of this book and the download of images and story to write, giving me headaches, and realizing that it’s so long since I’ve made the cover for it and that the story I had stored in my mind for it back then has NOTHING to do with the now story. And I started writing on it since three days ago, realizing how the fuck the cover of the then story and tagline on the cover match so damn perfect with the NOW story, man?! But it does. This I realized after the second chapter, besides that it is a werewolf story and the cover represents the werewolf teen. The main theme/genre of the story hasn’t changed, but the entire story with characters and all have changed, completely. Those back then were some high school kids and having a different, more cheese reason for the “when your mate rejects you”. This one is heavy on many things and they’re adults from the get-go. Ha-ha! Anyways…. I could ramble on and on on my writing ways…. Ha-ha! But we’ll see on who and what this Lucas is. Soon I’ll upload next chapter on this book, don’t worry. Ha-ha! And as always, thank you for all of your support, baby! You guys are wonderful! β€πππ₯°π
It fits perfectly! Wow! The story changed like that??? I’ve never heard you have it like this! It’s a first indeed! The story is amazing! I teared up in chapter 3. Left a comment there with details on that.ππβ£ I believe you were just meant to create the cover and have a postponed “download” over the real story at that point in time. Though the previous story you had was for sure an amazing one as well, this one is deep and even more amazing! You always send us in rollercoaster of emotions with your stories bebe! I always love on how you share with us your writer and writing experiences! They are mind-blowing! They way I can feel your characters and each scene is out of this world! It touches one’s soul and heart and I sometimes experience body sensations according to what I read! It never happened to me while reading a story before meeting you as an author and writer! I’m at fourth read on many of your novels because I can’t have enough of them! And I always find something new to send an email to you and express my experiences! That’s unbelievable! And it’s all good feedback! Never have I found something to complain about as a reader! Thank you for your writing gift and for sharing it with us and not keeping it all to yourself as you wanted at the beginning of your writing career! As I always tell you, thank your mom once more for telling you at that point in time, years ago, to take it seriously and share it with the world! WE NEED YOUR STORIES!ππββοΈπ€β£ππ₯°π₯π
Ha-ha! In chapter 4, baby, you teared up. I’ve read the comments just now as I had a sleeping time yesterday and I’m behind with things, lol! It impressed you alright as you never make a detail mistake on stuff. Yeah, it never happened to me till this book. First time. I think you’re right as that’s my own opinion as well, otherwise I would have penned down the content I had at that time for it. The stories never let me breathe till I start writing on them as they come to my brains. Ha-ha! This one, it wasn’t like this. It got stored in my brains and puffed away for the want of being written back then. Aww! Thank you so much, baby! I always love your long feedback and support! Ha-ha! I’ll tell my mom again you said that! Thank you, sweetie! It’s my guilty pleasure to share them with you guys! I’m happy whenever you guys are happy! Love you! *hearts*
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