Chapter 18 – Like I Was Living A Thousand Deaths At Once… |Members Only| Billionaire Alpha’s Baby Mate
SHE’S NOT RESPONDING TO THE MATE BOND! SHE’S KILLING ME! BABY! I KNOW YOU’RE SEEING THINGS THROUGH MY EYES! GET THE MESSAGE ALREADY AND WAKE UP TO IT! I’M LOSING MY FUCKING MIND OVER HERE, MAN! SHE’S IMPOSSIBLE! AND I MIGHT KILL FUCKING DONOVAN!
I’m a fucking complete mess as you guys can see…. Desperate? Nah…. I’m beyond that…. I don’t think there’s a fucking word to contain all that surges through me right now because she’s like a fucking iceberg when it comes to our mate bond.
She does feel it because she’s already making connections. Her brain and senses are woken to it. But because of her Jasdelleah blood, she’s having in her aura a dark veil to ban it from totally accepting and acknowledging it. That veil is fucking rejecting it for her own protection, driving me FUCKING NUTS!
I mean, here I am, after SO LONG, having my BELOVED MATE before me, and she’s just FUCKING IMMUNE TO IT TO MOST LEVELS! HOW THE FUCK CAN I STAY SANE AT ALL, HUH?! I’M FUCKING REVOLTED, PAINED, REVENGEFUL, AND YOU FUCKING NAME IT! ASTRID IS FUCKING GOING DOWN! FUCKING WATCH ME! I DON’T CARE ABOUT THE CONSEQUENCES ANYMORE! MAN!